Stuff has been so busy with me lately that every time I've come on here to write, I've got a huge lump in my throat. I've been all up in my head thinking that 'I couldn't possibly write now, it will be shit and nobody will read it'. However its precisely 23:38 right now, I'm so hyped up on coffee I can feel the cogs turning in my brain, so here I am, writing away and saying hello.
I redesigned my blog to give myself more freedom to write about whatever I wanted. But I'll be honest guys, the redesign didn't feel like me. It was too glossy and impersonal, and I want my blog to be an inviting space where you can just snuggle up with a blanket and read in the evening after work. This of this blog as a cup of tea for the soul, because that's how I want to think of it.
So where the bloody hell have you been Shiana, I hear you cry! Well, my lovely reader, I got a new job! Wahoo and yay and all the champagne popping. I am a Sales & Operations Executive a a Fashion Accessory company and the company and their products are amazing if I do say so myself. I love it, I love that I can say my fancy new job title to people when they ask and not feel slightly ashamed at my job. Not one bit.
So yeah guys thats been the hold up on here. That and feeling really deflated with the redesign!
As a blogger with a relatively small following I always feel the need to shake things up on my blog, to see if that one blog redesign or new insta theme is going to click with a new set of readers, does anyone else feel like this too? Its silly, because its all aesthetics, but unfortunately thats what attracts people first these days!
I've also come to report that I now do two videos a week on my YouTube channel, so if you can't catch me here then you will always see me there, so please pop over and say hello, and maybe click the subscribe button while you are at it...
I really want to try and do more dear reader blog posts because they feel more me. I'm just here sitting in my pj's writing whenever I get inspired or want to vent, and its just such a better way of communicating with you all. It's not forced or scheduled. It's real and freshly squeezed from my mind and I hope you guys love it.
So what have you all been up to while I've been away? Tell me all your news, dreams, loves and losses. I want to know you, dear reader!
Talk to you soon!